It's been a while

Well it's been a while since I was here. At the end of my pregnancy I went through one of those angry phases, you know the one where you don't think you'll ever come home with a baby that comes home and stays at home. I nearly packed away everything that I'd got out (which was only my pp pads, which lets face it I'd need anyway) and sat in the corner and stamped my feet. But well eventually I did manage to put clean bedding on the crib (and then put it back in it's protective plastic so if I never needed to use it, it would be one less thing to 'put away' as it wasn't actually really out and set up.

Leo has grown up so quickly so I think I need to start blogging again so I remember what actually happens before I'm sitting up waiting for him to come round with a grandchild and I'm wondering where my baby went.

When he was small I remember feeling sorry for a friend with an older child because they no longer had a baby, and said they couldn't remember their child being a baby. I felt sorry for them to not have a baby anymore and I did sort of dread Leo growing up. Well I was completely wrong, Leo is turning out to be a joy, it's lovely to play with him, read with him and just basically interact with a small human. OK so the small human is currently getting annoyed because I won't go outside and play with him. He likes to be picked up and swung at a football (or even better my yoga/birthing ball).

I shall really try to keep up with the blog now, catch up with what's gone on up until now, and also keep a note of our life from now on.

This is most probably my first post not tagged 'pregnancy after a loss'. How strange.